It's almost one year since I last saw him. Time passed by so fast that I thought it was just yesterday when we're still together, happily in love with each other. He's not that handsome but he always attracts me. There's something about him that makes me smile whenever I saw him. He smiles like an idiot but I love the way it is. I almost imagine myself being his wife and then something happened. Twas actually these days last year when I felt something's changed about him. Not his looks nor his attitude. It's the way he shows his love for me. I'm not insecure to anyone because we're in a relationship for a year and a half that time, and I realized I was wrong. I'm one year ahead of him. I left high school first. Occasionally, I visit HS when I'm free. Then it's bad to hear that my friends there kept on telling me about my boyfriend having a crush on someone. As his girlfriend, I'll obviously feel hurt. But I didn't do anything about it. I asked him first if it's true, then he said YES. I don't know what to do. I want to scream and talk to that girl. The hurt I felt when I heard the gossip was doubled or even tripled. Like, I love him so much but he's being unfaithful to me. Was it because we're not always together now? Because that girl is so much prettier than I am? Lots of questions was formulated inside my mind.
It was December when I felt that change. Change that really caused us to fall apart. But, it was God's will. It's written already. And now, I know why that happened and I'm thankful for it.
It was December when I felt that change. Change that really caused us to fall apart. But, it was God's will. It's written already. And now, I know why that happened and I'm thankful for it.
He's not the one for me and I'm not the one for him. And finally, I AM OVER HIM :)
No comments :
Post a Comment