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"I did not regret loving you for in the first place it once made me happy && made me feel complete."

It all started in May 2009 .. I met him through a social networking site namely "Friendster" .. I saw his profile picture, I'm not wearing my eyeglasses that time so I can't see clear .. The actual picture is he's wearing a brown shirt and a maong pants BUT what I saw was he's naked & just wearing a pants ! (HAHAHA) .. So I posted a comment on his profile saying "idol primary picture mo! xD" .. He comment me back && conversation started .. He asked for my mobile number and since he's also from Sta. Barbara and we're going on the same school, I gave him my number .. We texted and texted until yeah, he just fall ? ( I don't know! )

Our parents know that we are in a relationship .. I attend events of their family & he also attends in mine .. We shared a lot of memories .. We did a lot of crazy things .. We are still young and enjoying each others company .. Then one day I said to myself "He's the one :)"

I loved him more than I thought I could .. I showed him that I care .. I trust him but then he chose to break my heart .. We've been for a year and 7 months .. We separated because I know, he's fallen out of love .. I still love him but I can't beg for his love .. I don't own him .. We've just committed our love ..

One year and seven months is not that easy to forget .. The memories .. The laughters and tears .. I cried so hard .. I even cried myself to sleep .. He's everything to me .. He inspires me in everything I do .. And those things make it so hard accepting the fact that the "we" turned into "I" .. I don't know why or what qualities he has to caught my feelings so hard .. All I know is I love him ..

It's almost 3 months since we've broke up .. It still hurts but not as much of that as before .. Memories kept on coming back but I am happy that I don't cry anymore .. When I remember it, it makes me sad and happy .. It was a perfect love but never lived a happily ever after like fairytales do ..

It must have been LOVE .. but it's over now .