She who must not be named ! >:/

So I have this girl classmate in college .. At first, I see her as a childish like but as time goes by, I realized that she's not ! Instead, she made us (my group) irritate the way she said & post things on Facebook && even in texting ! It's not that we're really good in English but, for me she's TRYING HARD ! Maybe she think that, If she speak in English people would actually say that she's smart or whatever she wants (ofcourse, good compliments) without knowing that ALMOST everything that she's been texting and posting has a lot of grammatical errors !

Instead of looking smart, she looked so dumb ! (sorry) .. I REALLY REALLY HATE HER .. Why ? Because of the following reasons:

• I know this korean guitarist since high school .. I posted his picture on my wall (facebook) then a friend of mine(her friend also) liked it .. My friend commented on the photo then I replied "he's my crush since HS" && I am so angry when I saw her status (the girl with Wrong Grammar !) Saying .. "Oi, sa mga ga agaw sa crush ni Maraym , laka man lang xa mag crush agawon nyo pa .. Im just concern with my friends" so , duh , i'm NOT like her to not know that I am the one she's referring to!
• She speaks in English but her intonation, diction and grammar is wrong !
• So I think we've got the same crush and that's it ! blah blah blah
• She interprets EMOTION ! like duh ?! The hell you care ?! It's out opinion !

I hate hate hate her ! She who must not be named ! >:/

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"I did not regret loving you for in the first place it once made me happy && made me feel complete."

It all started in May 2009 .. I met him through a social networking site namely "Friendster" .. I saw his profile picture, I'm not wearing my eyeglasses that time so I can't see clear .. The actual picture is he's wearing a brown shirt and a maong pants BUT what I saw was he's naked & just wearing a pants ! (HAHAHA) .. So I posted a comment on his profile saying "idol primary picture mo! xD" .. He comment me back && conversation started .. He asked for my mobile number and since he's also from Sta. Barbara and we're going on the same school, I gave him my number .. We texted and texted until yeah, he just fall ? ( I don't know! )

Our parents know that we are in a relationship .. I attend events of their family & he also attends in mine .. We shared a lot of memories .. We did a lot of crazy things .. We are still young and enjoying each others company .. Then one day I said to myself "He's the one :)"

I loved him more than I thought I could .. I showed him that I care .. I trust him but then he chose to break my heart .. We've been for a year and 7 months .. We separated because I know, he's fallen out of love .. I still love him but I can't beg for his love .. I don't own him .. We've just committed our love ..

One year and seven months is not that easy to forget .. The memories .. The laughters and tears .. I cried so hard .. I even cried myself to sleep .. He's everything to me .. He inspires me in everything I do .. And those things make it so hard accepting the fact that the "we" turned into "I" .. I don't know why or what qualities he has to caught my feelings so hard .. All I know is I love him ..

It's almost 3 months since we've broke up .. It still hurts but not as much of that as before .. Memories kept on coming back but I am happy that I don't cry anymore .. When I remember it, it makes me sad and happy .. It was a perfect love but never lived a happily ever after like fairytales do ..

It must have been LOVE .. but it's over now .